很长时间没有写点东西了，其实期间有几次还是想动笔，可又觉得没什么好说的，总觉得那些婆婆妈妈的事情不值得写，让人觉得太矫情。今天突然感觉自己很闲，是那种真正的闲，没有事情可做，也什么事情都不想做。一直以为自己是一个对工作热情很高的人，今天这种感觉让自己也感到纳闷，也许仅仅是暂时性的心态疲劳吧，毕竟很久了也没有什么能够鼓舞自己的东西，哪怕是写一篇像样的blog。最近一段时间，唯一能让我有所期待的事情就是两周一次去北航踢球，感觉只有在球场上玩命地跑，才让我感觉到身心的愉悦。伍佰说我这周踢得很男人，其实我体力没有那么好，只不过当时就是想玩命地跑，感觉那种精疲力竭的状态才是享受，也许自虐也是一种自我鼓舞。周六晚上回到家累得跟死猪一样，今天还全身肌肉酸痛，可是心里面已经在急切地盼着下一次了。闲，那就去享受这难得的闲，当热情被重新点燃，再像男人一样去战斗。
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